Accomplishing the IMPOSSIBLE!

NEW BLOG

2009-09-16T02:11:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone!

I have a new blog!:D Please go to my New Blog
to view my blog and my video productions!:D

Remember to relink me also!:D

THANKS!

New Video!!

2009-09-14T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!!!

My video is finally up after several attempts!:D I uploaded my video onto youtube a few days back but my audio got disabled to due to copyright issues so i uploaded it onto Myspace instead so here is my second production!:D This is the video that I made for my father as his birthday gift:P

Oh yeah! I don't have a tripod stand for the camera so please forgive me for the shaky scenes!:P

I'm still trying to save up so that I can buy a DV camcorder so that i can make more videos with better quality!:P

you raised me up (b'dae video)

It is not very good but still i hope you enjoyed watching it!:D There is always room for improvements so please give me comments and feedbacks to let me know if i can make more improvements to make it better!:D

Thank you!:D

MIAOVIN:D
Signing off

Excited!!

2009-09-12T00:44:00.002+08:00

Once again... I am filled with excitement and this time for the same reason...

I JUST MADE ANOTHER VIDEO & THIS TIME THIS VIDEO IS A PRESENT MEANT FOR MY FATHER BECAUSE IT WAS HIS BIRTHDAY JUST A FEW HOURS AGO:D

I think he certainly enjoyed watching the video while eating the cake because he was laughing all the way as the video was being played:P Hahaha! This time i used a cybershot camera that i borrowed from my friend so this time the quality would be better and i hope that there are improvements compared to the last video:D

OF COURSE, if there are any feedbacks please do let me know because i really want to improve on the others video that I am going to do when I have the time:D OH YEAH! Please do leave comments on youtube and rate it!! I really hope you will do so on this second production if you have the time:D

The first part of today was kinda horrible i guess because early in the morning i received a call from my dad telling me that my brother have H1N1 and immediately i was wondering whether i would have been infected and whether i would be dying the very next second:P But thanks to violet and roxanne... I calmed myself down and realized that i wasn't going to meet the king of hades after all:P HAHA!

OH YEAH GOOD NEWS! I got a role of Ninja for the skit in red camp and I hope i will be able to do a good job with this role!:D

Alright i think thats all i want to talk about for today and i will post my video up on my blog either tomorrow or later:D I have to work tomorrow so i have to go and sleep and grab some sleep:D

MIAOVIN:D
Signing off

Grateful...

2009-09-07T22:26:00.001+08:00

I'm BACK!! I have not been blogging for a few days but but I am right back here:P

Right now I am currently trying to let my feeling go with this song "you raised me up" by josh groban... If you have been reading my past few posts I am currently doing a short birthday video for my father instead of giving a birthday card but guess what... My sister say it is dumb:X To me i guess instead of buying something i would rather give him something that is specially made for him:D

Anyways I really thank those who really took some precious time out to spend a few minutes watching my video:D I'm really appreciate you for your time!

If you enjoyed it then THATS GREAT!

If the video was boring to you then I'M VERY SORRY:X but i will take it as a feedback and make improvements on the next video that i will be doing:P

Oh yeah and over here i wanna thank stacey for giving me those advice:D It is really helpful and it will help me loads when on my next video.

Some may think that what I am doing is absolutely "bo liao" which also means like nothing better to do (I think:P)... But to me i do because i enjoy and i love doing it.

Now that i have the time during the holidays i will learn as i do and continue doing what i love because i will get a great sense of satisfaction from here too:P

I JUST FEEL GREAT DOING IT EVEN IF ITS BOLIAO BECAUSE I LOVE IT!

Alright i will get back to my brainstorming and continue doing a nice video so that it would be a very nice gift for my dad:D

Thanks for reading my post:D I appreciate that:D

Thank You:D

MIAOVIN:D
Signing off

Never Say Never!!

2009-09-02T20:46:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone!!

I just uploaded my video on youtube!:D Go to youtube to rate, comment and give me some constructive feedback so that i can improve on the next few videos that i would still be doing in the upcoming days:D Oh yeah FAVORITE it on youtube if you like it!:D Will appreciate that:D THANK YOU:D

Anyways, my father's birthday is coming and I am thinking of doing a short film production with my budget ways so that he can keep it in his phone all the time:D Meanwhile I am still brainstorming on a story and content so if any of you have any GREAT ideas, please let me know!:D

Anyways, hope you would enjoy the very first music video that i enjoyed creating it:D

THANK YOU!

MIAOVIN:D
Signing off

Excited!!

2009-09-02T03:17:00.000+08:00

I just did a music video that i created on my own!! I have always wanted to do that but did not really have the chance to:P Today I am finally able to do it!!:D It may not be very good for a first music video but I am going to make it even better the next time i do another one!:D

Later i will sure upload that onto youtube so that i can put it onto my blog because so far that is the only way that i know of:P My brother deserve the credit because he was being ordered by me throughout the whole video production process! OPPS! hahah

Alright I think I have nothing else to talk about for today because I did nothing for the entire day except for this:P

Anyways, I will go and upload it now so that later i can post onto my blog:D

MIAOVIN:D
Signing off

Mess...

2009-08-31T19:56:00.000+08:00

I may be good at my school life but I'm not very good at my personal life... and sometimes its just so hard to please my parents... it's just so hard...

My life is totally in a great mess and I've no absolute idea on what i can do... I really do not know... I'm very sick of going through the same agreement every day with my parents and I just hope it could all come to an end! Okay I admit... I am too hot tempered and If i were to start thinking... I guess I am the cause of the arguments...

I am totally sick and tired of this cycle but there is absolutely no way i can run away from this reality, I GOTTA DO SOMETHING! Sometimes I feel that it is because of my family problem that made me so desperate for a girlfriend... there so much personal stuff kept in me and that i dunno how to tell and share with my friends:(

ARE THERE EVEN ANYTHING THAT I CAN DO?

My father is not making much profit from his wanton noodle shop and I am really too much for demanding so much even when i can't even really help at all. There is really so many instance when i want to say "sorry" but just then when i realize how difficult it is. I really salute people and friends who are so courageous to do that:P

ALRIGHT! Enough talking about stuff that really got me troubled for 17 years:( I am sorry that i shouldn't be talking about so much depressing stuff but i really can't help it... The problem is with me... I find the root of these entire problem and i BELIEVE that one day i will be the one solving this...

Anyways... days during the holidays have been so empty even for the first day that I am just clueless on what to do next... I guess I have nothing else to nag about so I am going to go get my guitar and just play my heart out!:D

MIAOVIN:D
Signing Off

Friends that matters...

2009-08-31T00:19:00.005+08:00

Luckily i played my guitar and sang out all the misery kept deep down inside my heart... Right now I am wondering... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! WHY DO I HAVE SO MUCH MISERY TO TALK ABOUT AND WHY AM I ALWAYS LETTING NEGATIVENESS CONQUER ME?!

There are just so much questions that just made me want to cry... Others may think I'm just crazy thinking about so much things but who cares! I just want to pour out everything so as to make myself feel much better, or else i might have started self inflicting pain on myself...

Just because of a small incident, it can actually affect my entire mood for the mood and got me so depressed... To me, MELVIN LEE, friends are my everything (of course family as well) and I am very remorseful for sometimes not being able to spend time with my best of friends because of my commitments in school. This random thought just hit me hard on my head and got me thinking about this... to others... perhaps this is LAME SHIT but to me... everything that affects my friends affect me as well and i guess thats just what makes me WHO I REALLY AM! Friends that i have now all matters to me and i would very very much want to keep this friendship together with me till the very moment when I get hold of my last breath in this world...

I'm sorry that so much negativeness just blast out of me... but i just can't control it... I just got to let it all out... I feel... I feel... horrible just to keep everything deep inside my heart:(

I never wanted to really let others know about my blog because I am afraid about how people will see me and how people will just criticize me but that doesn't really matter to me anymore because i realize that it feels so terrible to be afraid of sharing because it just means that I am keeping too many secrets which is hurting myself...

I am done pouring out everything and I feel so much better now:D

I guess tomorrow will be a better day!(I hope!)

Negativeness is always part of me and i will learn to not let this negativeness bring me down!

MIAOVIN:D
Signing off

Uneasy

2009-08-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

I am currently feeling rather uneasy now but I'm not sure of what the reason is anyways...

I'M BACK ON BLOGSPOT!!! HAHA! (I hope i will be back for long:P)

I have not been blogging for a really long time because i was... "busy"... okay that is an excuse so i guess i will just try to make it a point to post a daily entry to let out all the unhappiness bottled in my vulnerable heart:P

I am still rather bothered by the STUPID DAMN POA paper yesterday... it is bothering me and is even appearing in my dreams! Perhaps that was the reason i became unusually uneasy.

Another incident yesterday that i think contributed to my uneasiness was when i ask too many similar and redundant question that "pissed" this guy in the MAESTRO guitar shop:( Even after i left, i felt so dumb and for that moment i just wished that i don't exist in this world! I kept pondering on that and was self reflecting on myself... I was wondering... why do i have to ask that guy so many questions? Am i such an asinine to not realize that i asked the same thing over and over again and why is my self awareness so low... this kept on bugging my and i guess... its just time i got to move on and stop thinking about this. This is where i learn and THIS IS WHEN I GET BETTER IN INTERACTING PEOPLE AFTER REALIZING MY FOOLISHNESS!

Phew... after saying that out... it got me better:D Now its time to clear my backside and get some things done before its to late to apologize. (Erm... I meant by replying to emails that i should have replied ages ago)

*sigh extremely loudly*
Tomorrow is another day that i will have to spend my "exciting" time smelling people's feet and say "how is the shoe, ma'am? can i touch your feet to get the shoe out for you?"
Oh man... I don't know how to get to great world city... i scared i will get lost even though Singapore is just a tiny little dot:P Whoever is reading, prey for me that i will get to Great World City in one piece!:D I WILL APPRECIATE THAT!! Haha!

ALRIGHT!! Enough of my unnecessary complaints! I should start to enjoy whatever I'm doing:D

OKAY! I guess thats all for today and I shall go and reply to my emails and then get my "HUSH PUPPIES UNIFORM" ready for tomorrow:D

MIAOVIN:D
Signing Off

Unexpected...

2009-04-25T00:24:00.002+08:00

I had to make a choice to choose whether i want to go for BA society or NP ambassadors and just to make this choice actually made me moodless for a few days because I really want to make the right choice out of it as wanting to get into ambass has always been a dream or goal that i wanted ever since i knew about it during red camp. At the earlier part of the day i actually decided to give up Ambass, i didnt expect myself that i would sign up for ambass. I guess it was because deep inside my heart i really want to join ambass and i guess that was why i just put my name down. I am clear and aware that i may or may not get into the club but i just have to be very open in whatever comes because these 3 rounds of interviews would actually be a real life test on my leadership and where i really am. Currently i may not be the best however i have the believe that if i just give my 100% to every interview, i will be able to make it.

I WILL JUST SHOW THEM WHO I REALLY AM!! THE MELVIN THAT REALLY IS SOMEONE SO UNIQUE!

however i still must not be complacent on anything.

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

End...

2009-04-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

The school holidays are coming to an end. GOOD THINGS ALWAYS COME TO AN END... BUT GOOD THINGS ARE ABOUT TO HAPPEN AHEAD! I would be on embarking on a journey to get the desired grades i want and that is to achieve all grade As for my modules. My points may not be good as other people but i will prove myself to be better than all of them! By the end of 3 years i want to be the TOP STUDENT of Ngee Ann and be a leader who makes differences and impact in the CCAs that i join. Last time during secondary school i had 3 similar goals but i only managed to achieve 2 of it which was both CCA and i did not manage to achieve what i want for my studies and therefore my parents lose faith and trust and didnt trust that i would be able to be the best in CCA and studies so they were just asking me to study and not have any CCA. I would not stay for that because when i come to poly i want to give myself a brand new challenge and that is to be able to achieve both. I'm committed to make this happen, I believe that it would be possible just that i have to be double hardworking and i am committeed to do so. I'm going to be an inspiration to others in 3 years down the road!

I am going to make my parents and everyone who doesn't have the trust in me to expect the unexpected!!:D CHIONG AH!!!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Stuck...

2009-03-24T17:37:00.002+08:00

I guess at this moment in time I am feeling stuck. Stuck in the sense that i have too many things that i want to committ into. In my mind now, everthing is in the mess, my thoughts... everything... its all over in my head... I want to pack it but i don't know how man. I have PVC, BAOC, Fun Trail and now i want to help my fellow council juniors. It is all i will want to put my time in but now i guess what is not working is how i am managing my time. I know that it is possible to give these my best but just that now im stuck at the "how" part. What can i do man? Like what i believe in, there is a million way to do this effectively, it's just that i haven't discovered the solutions yet so it is always all about discovery:P Time to go off for work already. hope to be able to post an entry soon again.

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

A step closer...

2009-03-14T15:41:00.002+08:00

Oh man... I can't believe that it is actually happening... I passed the interview into Singapore Youth Flying Club(SYFC). I am another step closer to my dream, next i would have to clear my medical check up, once i am done with that then I will be realising my dream in becoming a pilot. Many was telling me that it would be tough but im not going to bother about that. I am just going to work hard in realising my dream and just enjoy what im doing. I will enjoy all the hardship that im going to get man!:D I hope that i will be able to pass the medical tests man:D

When i was in the interview room, it was surprising that they didnt really ask me alot of questions. I was actually expecting a lot of pressure and difficult questions but he didn't. When i went in i just kept on talking and talking and then he just ask me a few questions and thats it... IM DONE! It was so quick that i didn't know what happened:D But now im so glad that i passed the interview and the next stage is medical check up... I pray hard that i will be able to pass it also man:D

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

I'm back!

2009-02-05T23:41:00.002+08:00

After so many reminders by Ruimin on my tag board, i am finally coming back online to write on my blog:P I have been so busy lately that i haven had the time to blog. Right now, I am like already very exhausted and tired but i still have to force my eyes open to finish my research for my CATS (Creative Applied Thinking Skills) assignment because i have to meet my group tomorrow for discussion:( It is already 11.45pm and i wonder what time i would be done so that i will be able to sleep.

Tomorrow would also be a very tiring day because i would have to wake up at 6am in the morning so that i will be able to reach school on time for lesson at 9am. People from other class and other courses can report to school early whereas my class have to wake up at usual time:( How "lucky" can we be?

Anyways i have to get back to my work or i would not be able to sleep for the whole night:P

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

fear...

2009-01-11T22:37:00.001+08:00

I wonder what tomorrow will become... I really wonder if I would be able yo achieve what I really wanted:S The fear in me is really killing me:( I want to be someone that my parents could be proud of...I guess its time to look forward... what has been done is done and since I know that I have done my best there is nothing I have to worry about:) I shall go to bed now and look forward to day with of hope which is tomorrow:)

signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

troubles... money,,,

2008-12-19T21:01:00.001+08:00

Human are the main cause of all of their misery and troubles... and i am the cause the misery I am in now... Sometimes i am really clueless, why is my existence in this world needed? Am i just brought to this world to be causing misery? WHY?! I am like the one who is like bringing misery to people around me... I am already almost there to make things nice but just one wrong step i made just now and i ruin everthing!

I am so heartless, my parents are the ones that endure all my nonsense and still have to help me. My mother is right, i don deserve this kind of treatment! Its very much time for me to appreciate them instead of demanding appreciation from them. I am their son and i should be bringing joy into their lives and not misery and sadness. Although we are poor, i can still make this environment a very happy one for them but... I am instead turning it all upside down. I can make a difference in their lives, life is short and i want to give them the very best i can give. I want them to enjoy every moment at home. Impossible is nothing, it is whether i want to do it.

i will wipe away all the tears on my face and move ahead and give my very best. I will not want this to happen again. It may be tough to do it but I CAN!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Pain...

2008-11-18T08:53:00.003+08:00

OUCH! After playing badminton for 2 hours yesterday, i ended up with muscle aches this morning. All thanks to my heavy badminton racket that made my right arm so pain now. Alright man... tomorrow will be the 19th of november already which means it is the first day of the red camp! WOHOO! Which also means that i will be getting more chance to interact with new friends all around Singapore and also have a golden opportunity to expand my circle of friends:P (Actually people who knows me well enough will know what my ulterior motive:P haha! EH! but those who knows please don say out hor:P) I guess that will be all for today that i have to say about my life... perhaps there would be more tonight because chong ray and shaun would be giving my sis and I a treat!:P Looking forward to it.... erm... I may be looking forward to it but I'm not excited about the free meal! But if i say it out from the bottom of my heart... i... I AM EXCITED ABOUT THE FREE MEAL! OH MAN... I am so cheap skate:P

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Weird

2008-11-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

I am feeling so weird inside out now. Suddenly life has become so different for me now. From a busy man i was since i was in sec 3, overnight i transformed into a sec 4 guy who has already completed his O levels. Now i totally feel weird having nothing to do. I can still clearly remember for the last 2 years, at this part of the year i would always be busy planning the orientation camp and be troubled on how to get things moving on. But right now, I have nothing to do all day long but soon things will be different. I am going to get my first guitar soon and then it will be time when i will practice playing guitar all day long. Actually i cant wait for it to actually happen... sitting in front of the computer... learning how to play new songs... OH MAN! THAT'S SPLENDID!

There is so much things in life that i desire to be... Recently my eyesight have been becoming worst and fear started knocking on my door. I am like really afraid that i cannot make my dream come true but I am sure to hold it tight and never let it go. One day i will make it, no matter how bad things have become i will still go for it. Believe...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Time...

2008-11-14T00:49:00.002+08:00

Time flies... Right now, i still cannot get myself to believe that O level is over and that my busy life in peirce is over. Everything just seems so fast. So fast that i do not even realise it. 2 years... it has been 2 long years since i last went for the STUDEND LEADERS CONVENTION 2006 (SLC). Remember that 2 years back my seniors just sent me there and represent the school. I am so glad that they asked me to go there because it is there where i meet so many amazing people, never regret going there. Right now i am even about to bring all these people back together after 2 long years. Seems like great challenge to me but i really hope that it works out well.

I feel weird. I feel lost. I totally do not have any idea what i can do now. Suddenly i do not know what to talk about. All right then i guess now it is time to go to enter dreamworld:P

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Something I can't describe

2008-11-11T23:58:00.003+08:00

Finally I'm back with my entries however in this entry i guess negative things are going to come out again. I'm feeling so troubled now. Firstly is because of my Chemistry MCQ paper tomorrow and secondly it is because of money issue. I admit that i am poor and I always have to be troubled about the shortage of money and i am sure that many people are also facing this problem so all i can do now is to find a solution! Solving it is the only thing i can cease the bad feelings in me. THE LAST PAPER THAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR IS JUST TOMORROW! I have studied but i think that i have studied very little and this leads to the insecure feeling in me and now... fear is now driving me crazy! I am so afraid that i will not perform well tomorrow but... i guess its time i have to give myself some trust and believe that i can do it and like yvonne says... I should just go into the hall and enjoy the paper and not think about the results, just perform to my very best and i am sure i am able to do it!:D I CAN! The war is about to end and there are bound to be people who will die a terrible death and people who will walk home with victory... which side will i end up in... I have only 2 choices... Its either DEATH or VICTORY...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

its closer...

2008-09-27T22:54:00.002+08:00

I have only exactly 3 weeks before O levels... I have a very great fear that i will do very badly for my O levels... WHY?! My confidence level are going down... I start to tremble with fear... MAN! I got to pick myself up... I may feel inferior when i compare my results with others but now it is not the time to compare with others but... myself! Since I have come so far... i will continue to keep on moving and get the results i deserve! I think i really fall in love with piloting... when i talk to junwei about the effects of control... i was totally engrossed and excited about it! I MUST MAKE MY DREAM OF BECOMING A PILOT A REALITY! My results may be lousy now but i will not let this results bring me down... i promise... i will come back with the results that i use to have! I will not let those teachers who have faith in me! NO MATTER WHAT... i will go for my dream... it is this dream that ignites the flame in me... this is what make me who i am... MELVIN! the future pilot...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

occupied...

2008-09-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

Every single second... every single minute... i never once stop thinking about the dream i have... Last night i was not able to sleep because my mind was so fully preoccupied by my pilot dream! After today's exam... i was pretty demoralised because there were plenty questions that i did not know how to do and immediately i started thinking about my pilot dream... I admit that i am really afraid to fail but i will never allow that to stop my from going on to pursue my dreams... No matter how slim chances may be for me, i will still grab every single chance that i have... I allow the entire world to look down on me but i will never look down on myself! Every single day before i know whether i will get a chance to get into the flying club, i will always get worried thinking whether i will get in anot... People around me would be very curious why i am so anxious about getting into this club and i have plenty reasons to tell them! Firstly, I really hope to be able to pilot a plane and fly in the air because i am sick or pretending or acting what i really want to do I WANT TO MAKE IT A REALITY! Secondly, this is a club that can help me to decide my future! I would always remind myself about this dream that i have so as to motivate myself and surprisingly it worked! I am working towards this dream and i will not allow anyone to spoil this dream of mine! My heart is set and i will have no regrets! SINGAPORE YOUTH FLYING CLUB... A FAMILY THAT I WANNA BE IN...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

sacrifices...

2008-09-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

In life and especially at this point of my life... I have to make sacrifices and be decisive... I want to pursue what i really want and better still make that my carreer! Doing that till the day i leave this world... I believe that if this is what i really want i will go for it no matter how much it takes i will not want to regret if i miss this chance... I had this dream to become a pilot since i was very young when i first watch a fighter pilot movie starring tom cruise... it inspired me to become an air force pilot but... people around me during that time destroy that dream I have just because of my eyesight... but now i come to realise that i have a chance and i will not let it slip past me... I may face rejection but i am not afraid because i will be regretful if i never ever try going... I am not going to bother what people are going to say about me but i will go for it... I know that my chances are slim but i really hope i am blessed with the luck to get into the club... I want to make my dream a reality, after this step i may never have to chance to turn back... I may appear to be be nonchalant but it is actually a very painful decision because i really enjoy the camaraderie that i get in NPCC but i got to make a choice... i am taking a bet now... I am giving up this for my dream and i may end up losing both... I really wish that i can successfully get into the club...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

The next step...

2008-09-11T16:34:00.002+08:00

My prelims are almost over... I'm just left with 2 more papers. After this i am just one step nearer to the O levels and it means that i am also step nearer to SYFC. I am really afraid that i am not able to get into the club. That is my dream... a dream to become a pilot! This route might be a tough one... I see some people failing their course and I am just so afraid that i will be like them too! But i believe that if I put in effort, work hard and be more disciplined... i believe that i will confirm be able to make it into the club and also be the best pilot there! Even though i am able to make a mark in school... I must never be complacent... I really hope to get in there and I even think about it when i sleep! I MUST GET INTO SINGAPORE YOUTH FLYING CLUB AND BE THE BEST PILOT!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

confused...

2008-09-06T01:08:00.003+08:00

I am uncertain of what i am thinking... I just feel so confused... There are so many things that i fear off... Oh man... I lost my self confidence quickly... Its not because of others but because of what i am telling myself. I think i tend to think too much about the failures that i will get but that should not be the way! I just feel like slapping myself a billion times but i guess it still will not help. C'mon man melvin... if i were to believe that i can... i definitely can but now i have to convince myself! I don't think im convinced myself and that is why I always loses confidence in myself very quickly. I am embarking and working hard towards my goals to become a pilot and i believe there are more obstacles than this. I will not care what people will think of me! PEOPLE THINKS THAT IM STUPID, USELESS AND MANY THINKS THAT I AM UNABLE TO MAKE IT TO BECOME A PILOT! I HAVE A QUESTION FOR THESE PEOPLE... " IS IT WRONG FOR A PERSON TO HAVE A DREAM AND MAKE IT A REALITY?" At least i have a dream and i willing to work towards it! I will prove these people wrong! Every single day, i get defeated by people who likes to say things that makes me lose my confidence but i am lucky that i have good friends who are always there to rebuild my confidence... if there are reading this now there will know who they are... they are my heroes! They are always ready to listen to what i have to say and will never look down upon me... they will always give me the encouragement to move on and not face down when obstacles is right ahead of me! Without them, i may not walk till this far... A school president... A station inspector... i had a goal in mind to achieve all this but i went through alot difficulties to achieve all this... now its to become a pilot... will it come true? No one knows... but i there is one thing that i am certain off... I believe in myself!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

How times have changed...

2008-08-30T10:34:00.002+08:00

In the past, blog is a place where people could spill out their sorrows and anger all in their blog... Now things are different... It is a crime for people to vent their angers or sorrows on their blog... How sad... Now it depicts the purpose of a blog...

It is very saddening to see how things have changed in peirce... The reason why i could feel the sadness and pain in me is because of the love i have for peirce. When i was in primary six, Mr Nassim (who used to be my vice principal quite some time ago) came to my primary school for a talk to promote peirce. That time i was impressed by Mr Nassim speech and i therefore made up my mind at that very instant. "Peirce is where i will go, it is where i belong". I went in! I was happy and excited about schooling in peirce... The love for peirce in me grew as each day passes and as i joined student council and NPCC. I was more involved in school events and that as a result created a very great sense of belonging to the school! I just love peirce!

Peirce have changed... From all my seniors... Peirce used to be a school with full of life! There were all so united as one and at the same time they were all very well disciplined and results also naturally came! Everyone was so proud to be a peircean! Peirce back then was also known to be a school for good discipline but everything is so different now... everything is dying off... culture, CCA and everthing... If i were given a choice to make a wish... i would want peirce to become how it used to be! Its never IMPOSSIBLE because in the word there is also I...M...POSSBLE. I believe that one will only say impossible when he or she doesnt want to try...

I am in the midst of prelims and i really want to achieve good grades at all cost... everytime before i start the paper, i would tell myself, "melvin! you're the future pilot!" and that made my more confident and spur me to do my best! In my heart i regard myself as a pilot already and i believe in what they SYFC said in their manual... when you fail, Endeavour instead of improving in the next try...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

OH MAN! Time wasted!

2008-08-17T22:36:00.002+08:00

Today, its as though i have wasted all my golden that i have for revsion. GONE! Once again... i wasted my time and i only studied one chapter of geography. I always tell myself that i will study and complete plenty of revision but i deceived myself. I betrayed the trust i have in myself. Come to say, i should seek myself for forgiveness. Learn from my mistakes and stand up... I still have the time to save myself from the disaster of failing O levels. As i recall from the SYFC promo video that i have watched... there is a very bad feeling in me telling myself that i can't make it into that school because everyone who entered the club are all those JC students. Would i be that good also?? I guess that only time can prove all this.

Tomorrow is the big day for me. I must do my best in that man! ITS O LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL! My english is also like SHIT! If i cant at least get a distinction for my english, i can forget about getting positive grades for my english. I WANT TO GET INTO SYFC! TELL MYSELF THIS ALWAYS TO SPUR MYSELF TO WORK HARD! IF YOU BELIEVE YOU CAN, YOU CAN! I have this believe! I CAN!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

time...

2008-08-16T22:18:00.002+08:00

As the clock ticks every second, my time is running out. Prelims are just one week away and i can be very honest to say that im not at all prepared for that. I would make a day when i would walk out of the hall, smiling as i say "I have 5 distinctions!" It may sound totally absur but this is what i call aiming for the moon! Of course the part about falling on the stars comes with hardwork! So about hardwork i shouldnt talk so much about that or else it will not be true anymore. I don't want to say something and not do it! Every single day when i get distracted, i will always remind myself about the Singapore Youth Flying Club because it is already in my MP3 and i will try to use that to spur me to keep on working hard! After all this of typing, i guess its time i should go back and study... and yeah, tomorrow i must remember to buy sunday times:D

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

will this passion and enthusiam in me die off?

2008-08-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

I just watched the video from the Singapore Youth Flying Club (SYFC). It was fascinating! Now i think it is fascinating and exhilarating but next moment... would i feel the same? I have to give myself some trust! Maybe I will have this passion all the way till the very end of my life. If this is what i want i should pursue my dreams. "You don't wait for things to happen, you make it happen", that was what i learnt throught my leadership years. No matter if how things may look as if there is 0% success rate but i believe that if i just give it a shot, at least i have tried and i will leave myself with no regrets in life! There might failure in the process but this when we learn most, when we will remember it for life and never repeat it again. I forsee many obstacles and failures that i will face ahead but i cannot retreat like a mouse. I will bring out the courage in me and be the melvin and face the challenges ahead of me! 10 years down the road, you would probably see MELVIN flying in F-16! Dreams do come true, it whether you would want to make it come true.

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

one step at a time!`

2008-08-09T21:04:00.002+08:00

As i watch the "Black Knights" fly across marina bay, i really imagined that i was right inside the cockpit! I know i might i have some eye deficiency but that is no reason why i should giveup this dream to become a pilot! One step at a time, i would slowly purse what i really want... The day will come i will have to be patient! The first step, Youth Flying Club! If i believe that i can, I can! One day i will prove to everyone who thinks that i cant make it that in there is no such thing as impossible because even in the word itself, it says "I-M-POSSIBLE".

Exams are getting closer each time the clock ticks, i have to pull up my socks and start working! I'm not despising my sis but I am really afraid that i would end up in ITE like my sister. If that happens... OH MAN ! I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT! Now i have to continue working hard! No time to waste!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Am i really that bad??

2008-08-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

I am uncertain if i was being too sensitive but because of the incident that happened today. I have been reflecting on myself and asking myself if i was really a bad person that makes people dislike me. I want to have friends and not enemies. Maybe it because I make people feel irritated and therefore causing them to dislike me. Some people just love to take a dagger and stab right into my heart, it is pain but who knows. Whenever I am "stabbed" in the heart by others words, all i did was to just put on a smile and keep on going. The pain was really terrible and i wanted to shout out loud but I supress that feeling. I wonder how long i can take and I am really afraid that one day i would explode and things would turn out to be ugly.

Today during math remedial i realise that i have become a loser in mathmatics and i will never let this continue. I have to do something. I need to get myself back. I am glad that i at least have friends who are always supportive of me in whatever decisions i make. To all these friends, you will never be forgotton even if i were to become a retard. YOU ROCK!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

where is the spirit?

2008-08-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

Prelims is just round the corner and i can't find the spirit to get myself moving. I need the spirit! Every single moment, I kept reminding myself that i want to enter Singapore Youth Flying Club and i will start to feel alittle afraid. What is it that i am scared off? I'm not quite sure myself... Just last night i went to watch the hong kong drama "triumph in the sky" on youtube and i envisaged myself inside the cockpit piloting the plane. I love it and i really hope that i can one day become like them.

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

I love today!

2008-08-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

POP!! So quickly, 4 years in NPCC. I seriously do miss the times that i had in Peirce NPCC unit and the other area 4 cadets but good things always come to an end so this is the end. I would hope to continue as a CI but it depends if i can get into the SYFC (Singapore Youth Flying Club). There is so many people that i can't bear to leave. Cadets, Cadet Inspectors and Teacher Officers. There may be times when i hate any one of them but now it is all over. Hatred will turn my heart black and I would not want to hold grudges. I missed the celebration today and i really hope that i was there to enjoy...

Finally, the drama group piece is DONE! All our hardwork have been paid off. Now the last lap is my Individual piece. I have to work hard for that, I believe that if i work hard for drama, i would be able to secure an A and i can do it! With the support of the drama mates, I believe that all of us have the potential to get an A! DRAMA CLASS OF 08, WE CAN DO IT!

Sigining off,
MAIOVIN:D

i must look on the bright side!

2008-08-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

For today's post i will just have a quick post. Yesterday my mother just called the flying club and I am eligible to get into the club but it is just that i have to get grades that are extroadinary then i would be very valuable to the club. I really want to get in the club but i lack the confidence in getting good grades. I really have to start looking on the bright side on everything i do! Like what I told Teng How, I hope to be able to make my first step to success.

I am really about my drama and i really hope that i will do well for both devised piece and monologue for my drama! I PRAY THAT I CAN GET AT LEAST AN A2 FOR CHINESE~! PLS!!!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

was today a good day?

2008-07-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

The interview today didn't turn out to be positive today. I have vague memory on what she asked me today on the interview but... I can only remember what she us (those who were being interviewed), "Don't be too disappointed about the results because it is very competitive". For a moment after she said that. I felt that I had 0% chance for BOTH NP & SP. I may be good but there are always people who are much better than me. I am just nothing! I really want to get in and let me once again believe that i will get into NP BANKING & FINANCIAL SERVICES! I WILL GET IN!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

I see some light...

2008-07-28T00:25:00.002+08:00

This post is finally with something more positive! The battle among thousands of secondary students like me are about to begin. We are all desperate for the course that we want and our heart is set! I'm prepared to go for the battle and I will return with good news!

Ok! Enough of all this crap! Tomorrow is finally the day when i will go for my NP interview and I am very excited! I believe that i will get into NP and I WILL! I must have the confidence, with it i already have half the battle won! I will do my best and BE MYSELF! Wish me with all the luck you can!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

ARGH!

2008-07-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

Damn it! Why am i so useless and careless?! I do not even know where i left my notebook which is the most important thing because inside includes all those details on my DPA interview! I will never forgive myself for my own carelessness if i ever lost that notebook man! I am very afraid that i hear the details wrongly! I don't want to miss this valuable chance that i have! I'm really very scared! I pray hard that my notebook is in the Chem lab and i never hear the details wrongly! HELP ME!!!! Now i don't have any mood to like study le

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Dreams

2008-07-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

It has been a week since i last posted an entry I have a passion for piloting and i want to be a pilot. Do you think i'm hoping for the impossible? Due to my eye deficiency, sometimes it is an disadvantage for me. Sometimes whenever i mention about being a pilot, my father would not support it because he was saying that i may not become a pilot and that it would be a waste of time if i fail to become one. Its not so much of the salary that i want as a pilot but the passion to fly and soar high up in the skies. I was thinking that even if i never become a pilot one day, i would still want to pursue my dreams in getting up into the sky as a pilot! Many people around thinks i cannot make it for that and one day i would prove them wrong!

Now here comes the depressing part, the prelims are just a month away and guess what! I have not done much revision yet! Even drama practical is coming closer and i feel pressured each day... Sometimes i even wished i would cross the road and let vehicles run over me and there i go flying in the sky... making my way to heaven... How i wish all these would be over very soon... Now i have to cry to myself to practice my monologue...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Time really...

2008-07-15T16:37:00.002+08:00

OH MAN! Time really pass by too quickly... Now is already the 4th week! I only have 4 more weeks to prelims which is not alot of time... I start to panick once again... My heart starts to beat even faster and faster! Drama recording is just round the corner and i am very afraid because a lot of things had not been done for our play... ARGH!! Just make all these O level times past quickly. I would try my very best to relax so that i can produce more productive results! I WILL! I JUST HOPE THAT MIRACLES COULD HAPPEN ON ME! Let me get in through DPA! CALL ME FOR INTERVIEW!!! I can do nothing else but to pray... Now i have con't my tiring life... now i will go and do my homework.

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

it has been long...

2008-07-12T23:17:00.002+08:00

It has been long... It felt long since my last posted an entry... Now is a very stressful and crucial period for me. I am going to apply for DPA (Direct Poly Admission) because i am not really very confident on getting the grades that i want. I really hope that i could get in to NP through DPA. There are thousands of people applying for DPA, those people have stronger amptitude towards the course they want and so do i! I must get back my confidence, IF I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT I CAN! I want to prove to everyone that the melvin who achieve good grades 2 years back is back! I might not stand a single chance to enter but at least i try! I am serious about my future and i will do whatever it takes to achieve what i aim for... I Will!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Who am i...

2008-07-08T20:05:00.002+08:00

I have been so busy lately that i rarely have the time to even blog. Everyday i have been trying to study something but it always seem as if i have done nothing. My friends advice me not to be stress. I tried but i just cant! I just feel so useless man:( I cant even suppress the stressful feeling in me. In math rememdial today, i can't seem to do any simple math and it made me feel even useless than ever. Will i fail my O levels? Will I end up in ITE or the course i dislike? These worries i have in mind is making me cry and laugh at the wrong time. What made me even stress was that while singing the national anthem i suddenly realise that this month is already the 7th month and our O levels is just in the 10th month... I keep having the thought that i am going to fail but i guess i have to keep what mr sim said which i think was true. "If you think you will fail, you won't succeed" I got to have some bit of confidence in myself. RELAX AND BE CALM! I CAN DO IT! I have become someone whom i dunno who he really is... My world has become complete darkness and i kept having the feeling that everyone just hates me to the core which made me hate myself too! WHo am i... I need to find back the melvin who used to be confident, excel in both leadership and academic... who exactly am i... who...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Mental struggle...

2008-07-06T00:31:00.002+08:00

I'm a poor kid. No joke. But it seems that i want good stuff always... I can't resist the temptation... now i want to but the sony earphone and i think that i am going to buy very soon. Oh man! Now i feels that i am like a spoilt brat and a person with no self control, treating money like its mineral water... I am like so despicable:X A earphone for $49. I am like repeatedly asking myself whether i should buy anot... i have to decide... a decision have to be made...

Exams are coming but i am so unprepared. I am now like an untrained soldier. Ignorant on how to use the weapons that i have. Entering the battle field and die. Stabbed & Shot till i slowly bleed to death with my eyes open hoping to see future... Fear continue to exist in me. I want to study but there are so many distractions. I have to resist from all this STUPID distractions, stick my ass close to the chair and start "dating" the books... I am scared... scared...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

is this place... HELL...

2008-07-05T00:44:00.001+08:00

Posted my entry late... Today (4th july) was a terrible and hectic day. I had lessons starting from morning till 6.30 in the evening with only 1 hour 30 minutes break here and there... I had to "abuse" myself to keep myself awake because i was damn sleepy during lesson time. Reason being, i slept at 1 every night! OH GOD! That negative habit that i am having ought to be changed or else i may just faint one day never be awaken...

A math today was tough and tedious to me but some of my classmates ate the test because it was a piece of cake to them... That scares me because it proves that i am lousy! Got to work doubly hard to get better grades. Talker about grades... ARGH!!!! I am getting worst and worst... I am very afraid that i cannot get into the course that i want. This world is so competitive and that narrows my chance for DPA. I won't make any promises about my studies because whenever the promise that i made is said out, it becomes worthless.

Eugene and Chee wee. Today may be the last day they will be back in peirce... They have their life to carry on and so we cannot always expect them to always stay by our side:( Although they are not leaving but it just felt to me that they are. I hope that Peirce NPCC will be what it used to be... AS MIGHTY AS EVER!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

I was impudent!

2008-07-02T23:46:00.003+08:00

Today chinese was a tragedy:( The passage was already killing me, there is so many words that i do not know how to read. I ought give myself 2 tight slaps because there is a few words that i have seen before while i was practising my reading from the Oral book but I DID NOT CHECK OUT THE MEANING! Look! This is the consequences of being lazy... I can blame no one else but myself:( The conversation topic was about prices of things rising... I know what to say but i do not know how to express it in chinese then i was like uttering things that i do not even know what i was saying. The teacher on my left did not even ask me any question... she was just staring at me and nodding her head. If i would obtain a distinction for this oral, i was lucky... i wasn't great at all... i was so impudent by not greeting the teachers or even say thank you... i wanted to but the words just got stuck X( DIE! FAIL!

After oral i went straight to the idea gym. Just as i step into the idea gym, i was asked to dance "Give it 2 me" by maddona. The one that i danced behind the curtains on the last week of school holidays. I wanted to dance but wouldn't dare to then because the dance is full of shaking my ass and that will look so damn obscene. I would not dare to dance and show the "other side of me" in front of miss wong, that will be so weird i guess... maybe 1 day i will dance in front of everyone... maybe i will...

I have to finish my tuition homework before i rest my head on the pillow and enter dreamland... tomorrow will be a long and tiring day... so long...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

do i call today a bad or good day?

2008-07-01T22:56:00.004+08:00

Today wasn't a very pleasant day i guess. During recess time, while walking down the stairs i said "hi" to these "two friends" of mine then i was scolded "IRRITATING". So i was thinking if i should just pretend that they don't exist the next time i see them... but i guess it will be alittle tough because i am so used saying "hi" to whoever i see. Sometimes i will reflect on myself and my behaviour. I was thinking to earn a respect of others, what should i do? Maybe i should not be so dramatic all the time but the dramatic side is the real me! I guess sometimes my own silly actions of mine contradict myself by making me lose the respect of others and that could be why my friends are treating me "this way". Should i just act solemn for most of the time? I was thinking it would be tough because i'm not those type of people... I guess i have to find the real "melvin" in me... maybe this is the real me because i like making people laugh and that explains my silly actions in school. To earn the respect of others, i must not be bullied in school easily and stand up for myself. I have to be solemn looking at the right time and be dramatic at the right time. I will work towards the better in becoming a melvin that people respects and not melvin who people treat as a stray cat and just spit at it. I AM WHO I AM AND I WILL BECOME THE BETTER "MELVIN"! I've got to study for a while more before sleeping... So long...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

a day that seem shorter!

2008-06-30T19:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday didn't have the time to blog an entry because i was doing my drama research for a total of... i guess 1 hour plus... yeah... but i like ended up with nothing:( Today is the first day i brought my sister's bag (which is my bag now) to school. As i expected, some of my friends say that i looked so gay carrying that bag. At least Teng How said it look better than the previous bag and that it is not "girly" at all. Anyways, i can look at things at a differernt point of view and that is "In order to save money for my father, i am being a good son by using the bag i have now and not expecting for more":D Maybe that is a way to make myself feel better:D

Today every lesson like seem so short to me, time just swiftly fly past my awful face. I was lucky that miss wong did not scold me for not being able to find a lot of things from the research i have done but i ought to do better next time:D Today in drama, it was not so disappointing because at least we already have the storyline done. Although we may be like very behind time, i believe and i have confidence that we will be able to come up with a very nice play. Like what ppl always say, having confidence is already half a battle won:D The physics test that was supposed to be held today was postponed to tomorrow so I have got to get myself more prepared for the test:D TARGET: 90%. So its time to study... so long!

Sigining off,
MIAOVIN:D

tiring day...

2008-06-29T00:51:00.000+08:00

What a day... had to help me father for the whole afternoon the can't really study for my physics test or think about what to do for drama. The thought of this made me feel panicky, panicky to the extend that i feel like knocking my head on the wall to ease the panicky feeling in me. I actually had the intention to purchase a new bag for schooling but today my sister suggested that i should use her bag so that she could buy a new bag. I guess i mind a little using a new bag but maybe i will make myself believe that her bag is a brand new one. What worst is that i feel that her bag is like so "girly"! It will make me look gay! I am not a gay but my friends insist to say that i am a gay. Okay, so i will look gay and maybe i can be called "miss lee" Never mind, i will try to ignore how it will look like when I am carrying it. Anyways, I still have Physics skill 3, A math homework and drama research to complete so i guess i will stay up till 3am in the morning... i think i will use toothpick to keep my eyes open... So long...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

i... i...

2008-06-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

I... I... I am really exhausted and stressed up. I just want to run away, i just don't want to face this world. I REALLY WANT TO CRY OUT LOUD, it is terrible to bottle everything in my heart. It really is terrible:( Prelims are round the corner and yet i have not done revising most of my subjects yet! I feel that i have no more hope, i am useless and at this point of time everything seemed so meaningless. I just feel like scolding the F word but i should not be saying that. For so long, this is the first time in drama i feel so hopeless... i just want to get things done properly and do my best in this... I always thought that my group was lousy thats why i was in such state but i am so wrong... No matter what group i am in, as long as i did my best, things would turn out great and this shows that i have not put in effort. I have no else to blame but myself, it is not the fault of the other group members. I guess I am a failure, i was suppose to do a proper research but i didn't put in much effort in my research. I'm just feeling so low today, when i walk out of the drama room. The world seemed so different... I felt terrible, i felt so lonely as i made my way to the bus stop... everything just seemed so wrong:( I am glad that at least miss wong and mr yeo gave us suggestion... the things that they say just now may be lousy and the tone miss wong used may be like piercing my heart leaving me bleeding and dieing slowly but i guess that to me these were great. Like what mr yeo always tell me when i was still a president, a leader learns from mistake and i guess this is where i will learn. "No pain, no gain", if i never understand how painful this experience is, i will never learn. Sometimes i just feel that the leader in me is an absolute loser. What have i learnt from both NPCC and Student Council, am i a lousy leader? Mr yeo is right, i am waiting for things to happen and that is why things are like dragging on and on. I should have made things happen. I am mentally and physically tired, i just want to lay down close my eyes and sleep. sleep and never be awaken. I have said so much but the pain in my mind and heart still remains. My frail heart is bleeding profusingly and no amount of medincine can cure it. I'm feel terrible...

Today is the day that I will never remember...

2008-06-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

Today was a long and exhausting day. Today i feel as if the world abandon me and that one wants me around. Things just were not smooth for me today... i just don feel right in school today, i just do not know why. After what happened today in school, i really hope that i never exist in this world. NEVER! Others may not mind committing mistakes but I DO! Just one mistake had made me... Rather than finding reasons to cover myself up its time i stop taking "reasons" to substitute the word "excuses". I have done a mistake today and i should learn not run away. Only cowards do that, i am not one, i will face the music. 1 demerit point is enough to make me learn my lesson, i will learn. The worst thing about this is that i have let everyone down especially Mr Ong:( At that moment of time when i was "nabbed" i really hope that i was not the ex-president but the fact is that i am and im a leader so i will not run away. Like what Mr Nassim always say "You beat the red light, you pay the fine!" i have beat the red light and i am more than willing to pay the fine. This will then be fair to everyone else in school. I PROMISE THAT THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN! I guess it is time to put this unhappy day to an end with a fullstop. Tomorrow will be a better day and i will start the new day good!:D So long... bye!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

Something Struck Me on My Head...

2008-06-25T18:49:00.000+08:00

This is my second posts and now there is at least a tagboard so it won't look very bad. I guess that now i am sailing in a boat which my sink any moment... to be honest... I'm very frightened. When Miss Lee was going through the Kuo Chuan paper, all that came to my mind was this, " ??? ". I am very aware that this is not the time to be panicking, my "shell" is empty now so its time to pull up my socks and start mugging! Oh man... Its so easy saying "start mugging" but when it comes to really mugging... i will stare at the book and the book would be staring back at me. Maybe i will start dating with my books then love them will all my life. "books, I LOVE YOU!" Err... Maybe it sounds alittle disgusting:x I was speaking in a extremely low voice today in drama today and i feel so... so... "MAN"! First time i sang a song in my play and OH MY GOD, i will be singing that in my O level piece. Upon seeing me sing, I guess the cambridge examiner will laugh till they drop dead then i will be charged for murder because my awful and disgusting voice killed them. HAHA! I always get very disappointed with myself, my behaviour, my immature thinking. Today I am really glad that i have learnt something, whenever i am asked a question, answer that question and stop beating around the bush. If i were to be like that in any interviews, i WILL be eliminated. I will change and next time i will "look at a bigger picture". I am once a leader of the school, a leader in my CCA but even if my service end, in my heart I remain as a leader and the flame in me never dies. I said that i would want to be able to enter OCS (Officer Cadet School) and i will make sure that this leader in me will bring me to greater heights:D I have to get back t0 my studies:P

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D

A new beginning...

2008-06-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

For 16 years of my life, this is the first time i am having a blog of my own. I may sound very noob... perhaps i really am noob but its still alright because this is just my new beggining to get a even nicer blog. Today i may not have time so i will complete setting up my blogspot soon;D I simply have no idea what to write now so i putting a fullstop here.

sigining off,
MIAOVIN:D